my emotions are unstable today and my mind is in a mess. i dont know whats wrong with you, or should i say, me. something is wrong, but what is it? its driving me crazy.

i started crying for no reason today. i was doing my emaths homework on circle properties and i was stuck. i decided to skip that question but i ended up crying. like, whats wrong with me? why did i cry for no reason? then after awhile, i realised that i have things on my mind, but it hidden all the way inside that i didnt know i was thinking about it. and i dont know if i should blame a goodfriend. its like a few days ago thing.

i know it was meant to be a joke but what happens after that, did you think of it? i have my reasons for not telling cause i know that this is going to happen. you didnt believe me. i dont know if its right to share anything anymore. maybe, perhaps, with claire only. we make fun of each other, but we never say it out. okays, to that sentence, i think i let claire down. i told clement your EC. i will keep my promise of not saying anything from now on, cause i've decided to not talk unless necessary.

listening comprehension was easy. then again, its took me awhile to interpret what they were asking for. but everythings alright, i hope.

i went to far east plaza with xiaozhao, stephanie, clement and colin after the listening compre to look for a supplier for our class tee. wasnt of much help, nothing much to say actually. things turned out not that nice, but i guess i dont want to talk about it anymore.

PS: GARY CRIED TODAY. he laughed too much that he started crying. hassy totally missed that scene. dont worry my dear, he is still cute when he cries.

i dont want to say anymore. like what i wrote above, i am going to keep my mouth shut unless there is a need for me to talk. i have just lost the liking of talking.

-i saw a stranger. wait, do i know you? no i dont, at all.

___ i can only watch you from the side.